Making a Blog

I was so depressed that I cannot make a blog account by myself. It was a good thing that my friends???helped me do it. Iwas so glad that I now have a blog. Now I can start blogging and sharing my personal stuffs in school. In this blog, my entries will be up to date with my personal experiences here in school. Be sure to check out my blog entries.

A Failure that has become a Golden Experience

August 02, 2008

It was the toughest day of my life. The UPCAT seemed to be so hard!!! All the things I reviewed were to be settled and tested now. This test will draw a difference in my future.

As I woke up this day, I felt it was a trial that I should overcome. I tried to boost my confidence but I was covered by my self- degrading thoughts....... You're not good in math! ..............You're just average in english!!!!!!!!!!!!! You are just ordinaty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You cannot pass because they are better than you.

As I tried to repeat those thoughts in my mind, I sensed something whispered in my mind.................. As you arise in the morning thank God for the life He has given you.

That simple thought reminded me that God made me not to belittle myself, not to show off my talents and abilities. God brought me in the world on a purpose.

Then I smiled, looked in front of the mirror and said....." Oo, hind ka nga magaling sa math. Sabihin mo na kahit saan pa. Ang mahalaga, nandito ka buhay,gumagalaw. Hind ako dapat mainggit kasi hindi ako ginawa ng Diyos na may katulad. Ako lang ang nag- iisang Janus- DI MAN SA PANGALAN..........PERO SA KAKAYAHAN!!!!!!!! PAPASA AKO.....SANA!

UPCAT IS NEAR

There were so many frustrations that happened to me this week! I really had a hard time learning Physics. Although our teacher was so good in explaining the concepts, I cannot get those lessons very well. Another thing is the incoming UPCAT! Each night I was really trying to review for at least 10 minutes. But I was getting too sleepy to study. I do not know what was happening to me?

50 SQUATS

I just want to tell all of you how I hate Elvin this week!!!! He was Elvin de Guia of IV- Fluorine and he was our platoon leader. He punished me by giving “ 50 squats”!!!!!!!! Oh! That was really terrible and painful! I could feel the throbbing of my legs! He was so bad to me. To tell you the other part of the story (just to let you know that I am not bias), I was kind of joking him or being ill- mannered that I was not minding his directions. Well I was really sorry for that. You know I find most of the students belonging to the CAT arrogant. They feel that they are somebody else. But I know my mistake there. I should have respected him. Sorry! It was not that a big issue. I just want to post this for him to read it because he is my follower in this blog Hi Elvin!!!!!! PEACE HUH!!!!
I was also studying for our test tomorrow! I was really praying that I could compose myself during the test hours. I should have the presence of mind over the questions and to strictly follow the directions. I should have plenty of sleep, goodnight!

I GOT 80 !

Huh! I told you I will win over my weakness!!! I tried not to sleep for 5 hours just to study linear algebra. That is how slow my understanding is!!! But it gave worth to me because I got 80!!!! That is a long test. That means a lot to me. I am planning to keep the paper and laminate it. It is my golden treasure!!!!!! I know the grade is not too high but for me………………………IT’S THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU JANUS!!!!!!
I will also tell you something about our new teacher in English. I think for me she is good. She is holding her temper to those people who wanted to test her ability. I know she is trying her best to teach us although there are some misconceptions in the lessons. She handles her mood very nice!!!! She is so positive and I guess her religion has something to do with her actions. I just want to tell you frankly that there are times I really get too sleepy when English time is on, as well as Chemistry and Filipino. I do not know why?

MY LOLA

This day just reminded me of the memorable things about my lola. It was actually her birthday today!!!! I really missed my lola. She passed away when I was still in first year. I remember those times when she was the reason why I strive hard in school. I do such thing because if I am going to get high grades, she would be giving me money!!!! Now you see I look like money. Just joking.
Just like the previous week, I was really having a hard time learning math and linear algebra. I was just so happy that some of my classmates are trying to help me out. Do you know the feeling of being the only one who cannot understand the lesson? I pity myself. But I guess that I should do something. I should not just be there in the classroom sitting without learning. I should strive to win over my weakness. I just asked my lola to tell God help me in my weaknesses. I know my lola is always there to guide me. She will never leave me alone. But of course, I also studied. I did not just asked God to help me.

Stressed!!!!!!

I was very frustrated this week! It seemed like I cannot comprehend that much in my studies especially in Calculus and Linear Algebra! To tell you honestly, I hate math too much! I hate numbers since I was a child! I really envy my classmates who are good in math because it seems that they could still study to other subjects they need ! In my case, I was never good in math at all !!!! How can I study other subjects if in math alone I am stocked !!!!!! Oh no!!!!!! I am really ashamed of myself! I don’t feel that my elective is math!!!! Huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!