Stressed!!!!!!

I was very frustrated this week! It seemed like I cannot comprehend that much in my studies especially in Calculus and Linear Algebra! To tell you honestly, I hate math too much! I hate numbers since I was a child! I really envy my classmates who are good in math because it seems that they could still study to other subjects they need ! In my case, I was never good in math at all !!!! How can I study other subjects if in math alone I am stocked !!!!!! Oh no!!!!!! I am really ashamed of myself! I don’t feel that my elective is math!!!! Huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!